Time pass and all for Eternity Part 2

Life in kindergarden was so quicky… i really didnt enjoy it till the full… due to "war" and maintaining "reputation"…

LOL… once, one of the teacher (indian) seems were helping the indians… i wondering y too… but each time after recess (we fought during recess time… 5days/5hours) that teachers always came and have us taste the punishment… even we are not the cause of war (sometimes we dont fight… but others gang were fighting)…

end up… all complaining it to our headteachers… lol…. and that indian teacher been lectured my headteacher… the next day… Headteacher told us this " XXX were having vacations and expected to come back before Merdeka day"…

Nah… she didnt return at all… sad for her… to lost her job due to busybody term… we ppl celebrate it… with biscuit and orange juice…(provided by canteen for recess time)…. lucky it was orange juice… cause the canteen has thier own menu… today biscuit with orange juice, biscuit with milo, sandwish sometimes… it is free… so.. if u wan.. just pushing each other to get ur way to the canteen aunty… there are no such thing we queue…

hmm… i once said my kindergarden was under church care right? so .. very well… next to my kindergarden has a church… duriung my age… i always wondering y it always empty….

but well.. it is obviously empty right?

kindergarden = monday + tuesday + wednesday + thursday + friday

church = sunday

but… that day… i still remember well… we were having recess… hmm.. that time i didnt involve in any "i dont love u dammit war" cause i was having uneasy feeling…. well… the headteacher ring the recess bell quite early that day…. so we went inside class… and the teachers close all the windows and the door… another word locking every children inside the building….

the teachers were giving us orders that we shall not look to the church… we ask y… the teacher said "I dont know".. =.=" but … for a boy like me… wasnt that means "YES! LETS GO AND SPY IT!"… well.. turn out …. it is death(hmm.. i only saw a big wooden box but dont know wats that… and of course i dont know it is someone funeral)… althought it suppose a sad atmosphere… but .. i dont know y i was been stun … cause some how.. when i think back.. it look peace to me…

and also… i been caught cause standing too long there enjoying " peace scene" =.="…. i get 360 degree ear turning punishment… went back.. ask parents…

"y that church empty so long… then suddenly today got so many ppl? and looks to me.. the wooden box seems taking a lot ppl’s attention … i wish if i can peek wats inside there…. "

"hey.. dont talk anymore… not a good topic… respect the ppl there…"

"but at least answer my question plse?"

"might be someone pass away… and that must be some last respect ….. hmm.. ok la.. thats the answer…."

well… of course i didnt ask again… but it still disturbing my curiosity…Arr!!! forget about it….. i dont wan RM5 for nothing…

haha… in the kindergarden neighbourhood… it was all wooden house with the zink roof… hmm.. during recess… only 3 things…

1. Fight- no need futher explaination
2. Sit near the drain and chatting with the neutral party
3. throwing stones to neighbour zinf roof……

well… yea yea… throwing stones to nieghbour zinf roof…. that house looks to me were so old and as if going to collapse one day… then one of my frens suggest

"lets throw stone and make the building collapse… and all ppl around will thanks us for our help for it"

WOW… bukan main semangat lagi… yea… every one agree on that… but we just throw sands and 1mm size stone only on everyday… yeap… we quit all nonsense war… and proud to annouce that we are going to be thank by everyone later… haha… all the gengs was so curiosity… wat thing u gonna do to get reputation?

well pass few days… really piss me off…since after we were throwing all small size stone and sand… it wont collapse… took quite a big size stone… threw it will all anger…. and i get a hole on that zinf roof… i was like….

"yes! we make it… it going to be great starter!"….

yea.. we were the stupid kids were so easy been carry away by feelings… LOL.. out of sudden.. a old man coming out and scold us…

"u wan me to catch u and send it to butcher… to cut off ur hand and legs for doing this things?"

WAH… that time 6 years old only la… dont scare us with that kind of joke la… well… we skrew up… the teachers were asking us..

"Is this ur so call EVERY ONE thank u project?"

hmm.. we didnt answer the teachers… include me.. 5 kindergarden pupils were still imagining how scary was a butcher to knock off our hands and legs….

haha…. on the kindergarden … i still remember 3 faces….

1. My best fren - forget his name… but he used to call my house phone to chat… haha… unfortunely i forgot his name… wat a waste…

2. Canteen boy - hmmm.. this guy were my fren.. he was a son to the kindergarden family…. how to say ar….in the kindergarden… there was a family staying in there as kindergarden cleaner… perhaps.. so he was the son of kindergarden cleaner…. he was one of the boss geng… but always kena scold by mother in kindergarden for doing nonsense things….

3. A girl - dont simply assume…. she not my love one… she just one of the boss geng…

haha… we never sad on the end of our kindergarden period…. we just talking to each other ….

"we sure can meet again… dont worry" *the atmosphere were all happy not sad at all as if we were going to meet again by tomor*

well… freaking sad… to lost so much frens… and so sad to lost some of the kindergarden memory….

Wats the different with experince and memory?

Are this we so call normal kindergarden life?

Or it suppose more peaceful then wat i describe here?

Teacher…
I’ve learned yet another lesson…
There are things I can’t obtain…
I’ve learned many things at school…
And had many joyful experiences…
But now…
I’m in so much pain…
Even though I look like this, i was strong…
In fight… In anything…
I’ve never lost once…
But even so…
Why am I so weak?
I was better off not knowing things like this…
If it was this painful…
I was better off not knowing about youth…

(Dicuri from My Hero, My Boss drama)
@curi-right 19 July 2007

Written at July 19th, 2007 in Friendster's Blog