lol.. one year has pass, since the last post i make [the part 2]…. now.. 25th March 2008… i lost all the kindergarden memories….. perhaps.. one day i might be not able to miss this good old days memories … but well…. i glad i wrote down some of my kindergarden memories here…
sigh….Life getting difficult each day… dont u agree? When i was in Primary School… i doesnt need to worry about financial… doesnt need to worry about studies…. doesnt even worry about my future…. all i wanted to do all that time was…. play, play and play…..
After that chaos life in kindergarden…. i was enroll in S.R.K Methodist Pelabuhan Klang… there… was an old school…. rumours build during british colonize era.. and my brother, was there too during his primary time…
ok.. perhaps i was a quick-learner, i was given an opportunity and i was in the 1st class…. Darjah 1 Kuning… and during the orientation… my dad was with me… and he intro me a new fren…. yea very obvious…. of course the son of his co-workers…… if not mistaken.. his name Amirul…. ok.. i guess he is my 1st fren in my primary school….
so… he is the oldest among his siblings and he have one sister and a brother….. if im not mistaken… and he lives near-by too…. u c… my dad was a government officer… and we live in government quaters.. so.. not suprise.. he live near me right? XD… yea…. if u r asking… how about Sanja Nitrat? [ the thai guy from Part 1 ] yea.. his dad was a goverment officer too… but he was enroll in chinese school at Pandamaran…
haha… might be few of u guys start asking… "hey, if ur best fren enroll in Chinese School… y dont u do the same? beside that what’s the fun about the school if u dont have best buddy to hang around?" haha.. actually i was too… thinking to enroll into chinese school as i afraid to be alone in the government school…. lol.. but then… perhaps the reason i hated chinese language…. that is y i choose to join government school…. which this is something never regret till now…
on the first day of school…. we learn all that basic stuff… ABC, 123 …and a tour on that school.. telling us.. where is the toilet, canteen and bookstore…. and in my class, i think.. roughtly just around 3 chinese including me in that class…. 1 indian and the rest… malays… so.. let c.. the 2 chinese…. Tan Voon Jing and Ng Foong Ying…. and that 1 Indian…. Yovaraj…
so on the first day… that guy, Voon Jing… kinda… strange… no… he doesnt cry.. but just always pack his bag as if he is ready to go home,whenever the periods over… haha.. so that time was BM period… that teacher talk to him, telling him in bm.. "it wasnt the time to go back home, sweet heart"…… LOL… guess wat the reaction he gave to that teacher…. a Question mark on his face…. or another word… as if he really dont understand BM…..hahahahahah.. that time, that teacher gave up… and continue to teach us… but then, after few mins… that teacher ask me… to tell him in chinese.. that school havent end….. LOL… since when i become postman? … so .. yea.. talked to him in hokkien..and…. he kinda suprise… and ask me in hokkien.. " huh? i thought it suppose the time to go home?" haha… well.. innocent.. kinda innocent… so yea… my mission as post man… success.. and that guy continue to concentrate in that BM period…
haha…. well.. kinda happy, as the 1st day of school goes well, thinking… i will be good boy in this school instead of starting a war…. haha.. yeap yeap yeap… ^_^ a new life, and perhaps… i wan to be top student at that primary school if compared to my kindergarden’s mark that i obtain >< …… yea.. be top student… that wat i aim on the first day of the school… well…. that dream can just throw away… when i saw two indian guys from my kindergarden, pass in front me…. yea just like them.. i shock to saw them here…. as if,… "wat the hell…" .. ok.. i dont think that time i know wat is hell…. so… "alamak?!? y r u here?".. lol.. they answer…" revenge… i thought i cant revenge….. hahaha take care yourself well…" sigh… another chaos going to start on my primary school? wat im going to do? haha…. well.. i will continue next…..
Written at March 24th, 2008 in Friendster's Blog
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Time pass and all for Eternity Part 2
Life in kindergarden was so quicky… i really didnt enjoy it till the full… due to "war" and maintaining "reputation"…
LOL… once, one of the teacher (indian) seems were helping the indians… i wondering y too… but each time after recess (we fought during recess time… 5days/5hours) that teachers always came and have us taste the punishment… even we are not the cause of war (sometimes we dont fight… but others gang were fighting)…
end up… all complaining it to our headteachers… lol…. and that indian teacher been lectured my headteacher… the next day… Headteacher told us this " XXX were having vacations and expected to come back before Merdeka day"…
Nah… she didnt return at all… sad for her… to lost her job due to busybody term… we ppl celebrate it… with biscuit and orange juice…(provided by canteen for recess time)…. lucky it was orange juice… cause the canteen has thier own menu… today biscuit with orange juice, biscuit with milo, sandwish sometimes… it is free… so.. if u wan.. just pushing each other to get ur way to the canteen aunty… there are no such thing we queue…
hmm… i once said my kindergarden was under church care right? so .. very well… next to my kindergarden has a church… duriung my age… i always wondering y it always empty….
but well.. it is obviously empty right?
kindergarden = monday + tuesday + wednesday + thursday + friday
church = sunday
but… that day… i still remember well… we were having recess… hmm.. that time i didnt involve in any "i dont love u dammit war" cause i was having uneasy feeling…. well… the headteacher ring the recess bell quite early that day…. so we went inside class… and the teachers close all the windows and the door… another word locking every children inside the building….
the teachers were giving us orders that we shall not look to the church… we ask y… the teacher said "I dont know".. =.=" but … for a boy like me… wasnt that means "YES! LETS GO AND SPY IT!"… well.. turn out …. it is death(hmm.. i only saw a big wooden box but dont know wats that… and of course i dont know it is someone funeral)… althought it suppose a sad atmosphere… but .. i dont know y i was been stun … cause some how.. when i think back.. it look peace to me…
and also… i been caught cause standing too long there enjoying " peace scene" =.="…. i get 360 degree ear turning punishment… went back.. ask parents…
"y that church empty so long… then suddenly today got so many ppl? and looks to me.. the wooden box seems taking a lot ppl’s attention … i wish if i can peek wats inside there…. "
"hey.. dont talk anymore… not a good topic… respect the ppl there…"
"but at least answer my question plse?"
"might be someone pass away… and that must be some last respect ….. hmm.. ok la.. thats the answer…."
well… of course i didnt ask again… but it still disturbing my curiosity…Arr!!! forget about it….. i dont wan RM5 for nothing…
haha… in the kindergarden neighbourhood… it was all wooden house with the zink roof… hmm.. during recess… only 3 things…
1. Fight- no need futher explaination
2. Sit near the drain and chatting with the neutral party
3. throwing stones to neighbour zinf roof……
well… yea yea… throwing stones to nieghbour zinf roof…. that house looks to me were so old and as if going to collapse one day… then one of my frens suggest
"lets throw stone and make the building collapse… and all ppl around will thanks us for our help for it"
WOW… bukan main semangat lagi… yea… every one agree on that… but we just throw sands and 1mm size stone only on everyday… yeap… we quit all nonsense war… and proud to annouce that we are going to be thank by everyone later… haha… all the gengs was so curiosity… wat thing u gonna do to get reputation?
well pass few days… really piss me off…since after we were throwing all small size stone and sand… it wont collapse… took quite a big size stone… threw it will all anger…. and i get a hole on that zinf roof… i was like….
"yes! we make it… it going to be great starter!"….
yea.. we were the stupid kids were so easy been carry away by feelings… LOL.. out of sudden.. a old man coming out and scold us…
"u wan me to catch u and send it to butcher… to cut off ur hand and legs for doing this things?"
WAH… that time 6 years old only la… dont scare us with that kind of joke la… well… we skrew up… the teachers were asking us..
"Is this ur so call EVERY ONE thank u project?"
hmm.. we didnt answer the teachers… include me.. 5 kindergarden pupils were still imagining how scary was a butcher to knock off our hands and legs….
haha…. on the kindergarden … i still remember 3 faces….
1. My best fren - forget his name… but he used to call my house phone to chat… haha… unfortunely i forgot his name… wat a waste…
2. Canteen boy - hmmm.. this guy were my fren.. he was a son to the kindergarden family…. how to say ar….in the kindergarden… there was a family staying in there as kindergarden cleaner… perhaps.. so he was the son of kindergarden cleaner…. he was one of the boss geng… but always kena scold by mother in kindergarden for doing nonsense things….
3. A girl - dont simply assume…. she not my love one… she just one of the boss geng…
haha… we never sad on the end of our kindergarden period…. we just talking to each other ….
"we sure can meet again… dont worry" *the atmosphere were all happy not sad at all as if we were going to meet again by tomor*
well… freaking sad… to lost so much frens… and so sad to lost some of the kindergarden memory….
Wats the different with experince and memory?
Are this we so call normal kindergarden life?
Or it suppose more peaceful then wat i describe here?
Teacher…
I’ve learned yet another lesson…
There are things I can’t obtain…
I’ve learned many things at school…
And had many joyful experiences…
But now…
I’m in so much pain…
Even though I look like this, i was strong…
In fight… In anything…
I’ve never lost once…
But even so…
Why am I so weak?
I was better off not knowing things like this…
If it was this painful…
I was better off not knowing about youth…
(Dicuri from My Hero, My Boss drama)
@curi-right 19 July 2007
Written at July 19th, 2007 in Friendster's Blog
LOL… once, one of the teacher (indian) seems were helping the indians… i wondering y too… but each time after recess (we fought during recess time… 5days/5hours) that teachers always came and have us taste the punishment… even we are not the cause of war (sometimes we dont fight… but others gang were fighting)…
end up… all complaining it to our headteachers… lol…. and that indian teacher been lectured my headteacher… the next day… Headteacher told us this " XXX were having vacations and expected to come back before Merdeka day"…
Nah… she didnt return at all… sad for her… to lost her job due to busybody term… we ppl celebrate it… with biscuit and orange juice…(provided by canteen for recess time)…. lucky it was orange juice… cause the canteen has thier own menu… today biscuit with orange juice, biscuit with milo, sandwish sometimes… it is free… so.. if u wan.. just pushing each other to get ur way to the canteen aunty… there are no such thing we queue…
hmm… i once said my kindergarden was under church care right? so .. very well… next to my kindergarden has a church… duriung my age… i always wondering y it always empty….
but well.. it is obviously empty right?
kindergarden = monday + tuesday + wednesday + thursday + friday
church = sunday
but… that day… i still remember well… we were having recess… hmm.. that time i didnt involve in any "i dont love u dammit war" cause i was having uneasy feeling…. well… the headteacher ring the recess bell quite early that day…. so we went inside class… and the teachers close all the windows and the door… another word locking every children inside the building….
the teachers were giving us orders that we shall not look to the church… we ask y… the teacher said "I dont know".. =.=" but … for a boy like me… wasnt that means "YES! LETS GO AND SPY IT!"… well.. turn out …. it is death(hmm.. i only saw a big wooden box but dont know wats that… and of course i dont know it is someone funeral)… althought it suppose a sad atmosphere… but .. i dont know y i was been stun … cause some how.. when i think back.. it look peace to me…
and also… i been caught cause standing too long there enjoying " peace scene" =.="…. i get 360 degree ear turning punishment… went back.. ask parents…
"y that church empty so long… then suddenly today got so many ppl? and looks to me.. the wooden box seems taking a lot ppl’s attention … i wish if i can peek wats inside there…. "
"hey.. dont talk anymore… not a good topic… respect the ppl there…"
"but at least answer my question plse?"
"might be someone pass away… and that must be some last respect ….. hmm.. ok la.. thats the answer…."
well… of course i didnt ask again… but it still disturbing my curiosity…Arr!!! forget about it….. i dont wan RM5 for nothing…
haha… in the kindergarden neighbourhood… it was all wooden house with the zink roof… hmm.. during recess… only 3 things…
1. Fight- no need futher explaination
2. Sit near the drain and chatting with the neutral party
3. throwing stones to neighbour zinf roof……
well… yea yea… throwing stones to nieghbour zinf roof…. that house looks to me were so old and as if going to collapse one day… then one of my frens suggest
"lets throw stone and make the building collapse… and all ppl around will thanks us for our help for it"
WOW… bukan main semangat lagi… yea… every one agree on that… but we just throw sands and 1mm size stone only on everyday… yeap… we quit all nonsense war… and proud to annouce that we are going to be thank by everyone later… haha… all the gengs was so curiosity… wat thing u gonna do to get reputation?
well pass few days… really piss me off…since after we were throwing all small size stone and sand… it wont collapse… took quite a big size stone… threw it will all anger…. and i get a hole on that zinf roof… i was like….
"yes! we make it… it going to be great starter!"….
yea.. we were the stupid kids were so easy been carry away by feelings… LOL.. out of sudden.. a old man coming out and scold us…
"u wan me to catch u and send it to butcher… to cut off ur hand and legs for doing this things?"
WAH… that time 6 years old only la… dont scare us with that kind of joke la… well… we skrew up… the teachers were asking us..
"Is this ur so call EVERY ONE thank u project?"
hmm.. we didnt answer the teachers… include me.. 5 kindergarden pupils were still imagining how scary was a butcher to knock off our hands and legs….
haha…. on the kindergarden … i still remember 3 faces….
1. My best fren - forget his name… but he used to call my house phone to chat… haha… unfortunely i forgot his name… wat a waste…
2. Canteen boy - hmmm.. this guy were my fren.. he was a son to the kindergarden family…. how to say ar….in the kindergarden… there was a family staying in there as kindergarden cleaner… perhaps.. so he was the son of kindergarden cleaner…. he was one of the boss geng… but always kena scold by mother in kindergarden for doing nonsense things….
3. A girl - dont simply assume…. she not my love one… she just one of the boss geng…
haha… we never sad on the end of our kindergarden period…. we just talking to each other ….
"we sure can meet again… dont worry" *the atmosphere were all happy not sad at all as if we were going to meet again by tomor*
well… freaking sad… to lost so much frens… and so sad to lost some of the kindergarden memory….
Wats the different with experince and memory?
Are this we so call normal kindergarden life?
Or it suppose more peaceful then wat i describe here?
Teacher…
I’ve learned yet another lesson…
There are things I can’t obtain…
I’ve learned many things at school…
And had many joyful experiences…
But now…
I’m in so much pain…
Even though I look like this, i was strong…
In fight… In anything…
I’ve never lost once…
But even so…
Why am I so weak?
I was better off not knowing things like this…
If it was this painful…
I was better off not knowing about youth…
(Dicuri from My Hero, My Boss drama)
@curi-right 19 July 2007
Written at July 19th, 2007 in Friendster's Blog
Time pass and all for Eternity Part 1
nah… just leave the title aside… cause i dont know wat i wan to crap at here….. and aside there… my current playlist song was evanescence - bring me to life….. so i heard their 1st lyrics was" how can u c it thru my eyes"…. so this explain the title meaning…..
Any how life been pass for 20 years….. last 4 days … were my birthday…. lol… my parents gave me ang pau…. which the contain were not yet reveal… cause i have no feeling to opening it…..
Been feel bad…. for life 20 years… wat have i done… wat have i aim and been achive… lol… been telling myself each time birthday…
On the age 1 to 10…
have very few memory on this… i just knew that i was born.. and live in quarters with my dad, mom and my brother…
and on about.. hmm.. let c.. about age 5 or 6 … i still remember i still loves playing with my childhood fren.. Sanja Nitrat… he was a Thai guy… but i NEVER KNEW that until i was age 10…haha… cause he speaks hokkien with me everyday thru 10 years…. i still remember.. when i was asking my parents..
"why sanja daddy dont know how to speak hokkien? why sanja knew how to speak Thai… why this and why that….".. my parents laugh hard on me….
" haha.. eddy…. Sanja was a thai guy"….. i was .. OMG.. as if the world were running out of joke……
"but he knew how to speak hokkien…. if thai, he not suppose to know how to speak!"
"eddy.. how come u knew how to speak malay?"… ok .. dad, mom.. u win! my mind was a simple as that ..on that age… but quite a sturborn person ….
oh yea… to u ppl if u were reading…. Eddy is my nick were given and i use it for my parents and family…. and the close one… well.. my childhood fren.. of course not only him.. there were few others like girl-girl, ting ting…. and lots more… forget…. pai seh
well… on the age 6 … i was threw in a kindergarden in Pandamaran… haha… that time.. i learn a lot of things that didnt taught in house….haha… for example
1. bad language - hmm.. quite surpirse when think back.. how come my cute frens were all familiar with this words… i have to even ask them…. what does those words means… haha freaking innocent … i was… really…!
2. Gangs - if u dont believe it.. i cant do anything… but it really happens! for age 6, I were "taught" in kindergarden about The Strongest Rules….haha…. chinese race was the majority in the kindergarden…. and indian was the minority…. no malay race in the school… since it was under church care… and for the gang …. most of our population were divided in 4 gangs…. 2 chinese 1 indian and 1 more was neutral team…. guess wat…. all the 4 gang… i once join before…. haha… yeap… can said.. pengecut or pengkhianat…. but my motive on that time was… joining who was right… seems wierd .. but we fight not for territory but fought for
- Who is the strongest?
- Dont said i love that girl/boy
haha…. and the teacher always headache…. always punish us… by using the 30cm ruler and knock our hands…. i still remember… i was the one who introduce "weapons" in to gengs.. cause that time my gang fought with the indians… and i was losing….so i have no choice… take out my belt…. i whip all person in my way….haha… end up been "charge" by one of the "victim".. so the teacher hit my hand by ruler… althought it was freaking hard pain… i still act cool there… and tell the victim.. "It wasnt pain at all *smile*" .. LOL… that victim..tarak puas hati… complain… and i kena again… =.="
3. Respect - WOW… not only for strong…. but for the person who always get chinese, maths, malay and english 100%…. lol..
4. Betray, Teamwork and Backstab - lol… all this 3… yes yes… i already did it during kindergarden… geez… must be watching too much movies and try to adapt on it….haha… imagine i was shouting "teamwork", "nationalism" and "friendship" to unite the supporters and the leaders…. and in same time BACKSTAB and then BETRAY the one who look down on me….
geez… i was already like this ..during age 6… =.="… no wonder y my parents always said me licik, swindler, pembohong.. and so so on…. OF COURSE .. my parents do know i fought .. but get in thier trap =.="
"Eh eddy.. i heard u fought in school…. y? is the person distur u or u bully ppl?"
"Eh.. of course i not that kind bully person…. i just fight…fight… for my sake of my fren"
"Oh icic… well fight for frens are good .. *dad laughing*"
OBVIOUSLY was a setting trap.. but that time 6 years old… shit in pants 3 times in school…. how la i knew that was a trap …
"YEA YEA! that person lo… he start 1st… who ask his mouth so itchy… saying my fren loves that girl… so he deserves it !… oh yea… i bit that guy with all my mighty…. he cry asking teachers help pulak… hope it will be good lesson for him…*smiles*"
"Oh icic… so his mouth icthy …. *my dad changed,smilling to angry* then y ur hand so icthy? go beat ppl… u think u are wat? hero? boss? go stand outside house for the rest of ur life…. and u deservers it! dont cry and ask ur brother help…. THIS will be a good lesson for u!"
LOL… i taste my own words back…. any how ….i lost all my kindergarden frens… miss them…. wan to meet them back and wanna thank them for the memory….
haha… gonna continue it tonight…
Written at July 19th, 2007 in Friendster's Blog
Any how life been pass for 20 years….. last 4 days … were my birthday…. lol… my parents gave me ang pau…. which the contain were not yet reveal… cause i have no feeling to opening it…..
Been feel bad…. for life 20 years… wat have i done… wat have i aim and been achive… lol… been telling myself each time birthday…
On the age 1 to 10…
have very few memory on this… i just knew that i was born.. and live in quarters with my dad, mom and my brother…
and on about.. hmm.. let c.. about age 5 or 6 … i still remember i still loves playing with my childhood fren.. Sanja Nitrat… he was a Thai guy… but i NEVER KNEW that until i was age 10…haha… cause he speaks hokkien with me everyday thru 10 years…. i still remember.. when i was asking my parents..
"why sanja daddy dont know how to speak hokkien? why sanja knew how to speak Thai… why this and why that….".. my parents laugh hard on me….
" haha.. eddy…. Sanja was a thai guy"….. i was .. OMG.. as if the world were running out of joke……
"but he knew how to speak hokkien…. if thai, he not suppose to know how to speak!"
"eddy.. how come u knew how to speak malay?"… ok .. dad, mom.. u win! my mind was a simple as that ..on that age… but quite a sturborn person ….
oh yea… to u ppl if u were reading…. Eddy is my nick were given and i use it for my parents and family…. and the close one… well.. my childhood fren.. of course not only him.. there were few others like girl-girl, ting ting…. and lots more… forget…. pai seh
well… on the age 6 … i was threw in a kindergarden in Pandamaran… haha… that time.. i learn a lot of things that didnt taught in house….haha… for example
1. bad language - hmm.. quite surpirse when think back.. how come my cute frens were all familiar with this words… i have to even ask them…. what does those words means… haha freaking innocent … i was… really…!
2. Gangs - if u dont believe it.. i cant do anything… but it really happens! for age 6, I were "taught" in kindergarden about The Strongest Rules….haha…. chinese race was the majority in the kindergarden…. and indian was the minority…. no malay race in the school… since it was under church care… and for the gang …. most of our population were divided in 4 gangs…. 2 chinese 1 indian and 1 more was neutral team…. guess wat…. all the 4 gang… i once join before…. haha… yeap… can said.. pengecut or pengkhianat…. but my motive on that time was… joining who was right… seems wierd .. but we fight not for territory but fought for
- Who is the strongest?
- Dont said i love that girl/boy
haha…. and the teacher always headache…. always punish us… by using the 30cm ruler and knock our hands…. i still remember… i was the one who introduce "weapons" in to gengs.. cause that time my gang fought with the indians… and i was losing….so i have no choice… take out my belt…. i whip all person in my way….haha… end up been "charge" by one of the "victim".. so the teacher hit my hand by ruler… althought it was freaking hard pain… i still act cool there… and tell the victim.. "It wasnt pain at all *smile*" .. LOL… that victim..tarak puas hati… complain… and i kena again… =.="
3. Respect - WOW… not only for strong…. but for the person who always get chinese, maths, malay and english 100%…. lol..
4. Betray, Teamwork and Backstab - lol… all this 3… yes yes… i already did it during kindergarden… geez… must be watching too much movies and try to adapt on it….haha… imagine i was shouting "teamwork", "nationalism" and "friendship" to unite the supporters and the leaders…. and in same time BACKSTAB and then BETRAY the one who look down on me….
geez… i was already like this ..during age 6… =.="… no wonder y my parents always said me licik, swindler, pembohong.. and so so on…. OF COURSE .. my parents do know i fought .. but get in thier trap =.="
"Eh eddy.. i heard u fought in school…. y? is the person distur u or u bully ppl?"
"Eh.. of course i not that kind bully person…. i just fight…fight… for my sake of my fren"
"Oh icic… well fight for frens are good .. *dad laughing*"
OBVIOUSLY was a setting trap.. but that time 6 years old… shit in pants 3 times in school…. how la i knew that was a trap …
"YEA YEA! that person lo… he start 1st… who ask his mouth so itchy… saying my fren loves that girl… so he deserves it !… oh yea… i bit that guy with all my mighty…. he cry asking teachers help pulak… hope it will be good lesson for him…*smiles*"
"Oh icic… so his mouth icthy …. *my dad changed,smilling to angry* then y ur hand so icthy? go beat ppl… u think u are wat? hero? boss? go stand outside house for the rest of ur life…. and u deservers it! dont cry and ask ur brother help…. THIS will be a good lesson for u!"
LOL… i taste my own words back…. any how ….i lost all my kindergarden frens… miss them…. wan to meet them back and wanna thank them for the memory….
haha… gonna continue it tonight…
Written at July 19th, 2007 in Friendster's Blog
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